thanks, *hugs* yeah this was way back when acting started to become real difficult. i had been studying at ucla then for theater. i had to do a big time path change as i became withdrawn after this and the stage became difficult on and off for awhile. i went into writing later. i know how you did theater, how you have missed it too, so you know how i feel sometimes probably.
sometimes i want to write plays to reconnect somehow again. i tried backstage later on awhile, being a stage manager, but gradually it became difficult to have a schedule like that. yeah the experience was so harsh and then it in turn brought up other harsh memories. so it really changed things for me.